thankful :)

when you are in a funk...it is hard to be thankful...that has been my life for weeks now. i just want to do my own thing. keep the world at arms length...shut the world out...and pull the covers over my head...it is hard to see the light when your in a funk. it is hard to be yourself, when you are in a funk...i went to church on Sunday, and it was the after thanksgiving service...it had a lot of people in the church, talking about what they are thankful for...we all think we have our problems...but when it comes down to it...we all have so much to be thankful for...

- i am thankful for a God who sustains me. who knows what is right for me...even though a lot of times...i don't listen.

-i am thankful for my family. they are the bomb.

-i am thankful for being an aunt. brendan...makes me smile. i love that kid.

-i am thankful for my friends. they are my rock. they guide me when i don't always want to guide myself.

-i am thankful for Waters Edge Church. (WEC). they have changed my life for the better, and for that i am so thankful, i am so happy to call it home.

-i am thankful for my community group. they are awesome to get to know, and to share life with.

-i am thankful for Britney and our student community group. these girls are great, i am glad that i get to share my life and my journey with them.

-i am thankful for my job.

-i am thankful i am thankful for all the little things in life, and make life so much more enjoyable.

-i am thankful for the lessons i have learned in life and still will be learning day to day.

-i am thankful for those people who have made me who i am today, those in the past, the present and the future.

i am praying everyday to get out of this funk...im praying so hard...i know i will find the light...but i am still so thankful for everything in my life.

taYlor SwIfT <3

this girl cracks me up...

blog...need to put this on a check list...

long time no blog. i hope all is well with you :) things with me have not stopped...they just seem like they are getting more and more busy...i am more tired. ( this is not good news...). things have been good though. lets see...im a teller again. ( which is actually ok...), my days are just flying by at work. for those of you that don't know, i work at old point national bank...im a full time teller. :). i am happy to have a job but i really really really really really really really miss my girls from kiln creek :( oh man...i feel like my life is SO incomplete without them. so i am hanging with them on friday night! ( im pumped!!!). so i miss my friends. :( i have gotten so much new music in the last few weeks....i just dont know what end is up?! here is the new music...

paper route ( they came with Paramore :) i have seen them twice and they put on a GREAT SHOW ) they are amazing great CD :)

i LOVE taylor swift...this girl knows how to write some songs <3.>

i have always loved train. great songs. great lyrics. go pick it up!!

carrie underwood. dude this CD ROCKS!!!

if you know me...i love new music...i love buying CDs still :)

i have been in a weird mood the last few days...like i wanna be left alone...let me be...let me do what i wanna do. mood. which is never good. i mean i just wanna be alone with my thoughts, which is scary?!?! but i think i need this time to put my finger on all my feelings and my thoughts...then it hit me, i haven't blogged in awhile. im off work on Wednesday ( yeah for bank holidays :)) but i get to go to school with my sister again!! i am SO PUMPED! cuz well i am going to be a teacher...and what fun to go and hang out with kids and at school...things are progressing with that...just have to take a test and apply :) woohoo...so i am praying over that...things are moving and happening and i am super excited to see where life takes me next...right now..i am feeling my bed...gnight all...

pics and other updates...very soon...until next time...