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this is going to be a random blog...just a heads up before you start reading...

so one of my very best friends...is going through a heartbroken situation right now. i feel for her. cuz i was there before. and she def. helped me through it. i wanted to return the favor. i hate to see people hurt. i feel like i take on peoples feelings and thoughts cuz i want to help them or to fix the problem. and because it is dealing with a broken heart. i don't want anyone to go through that....it sucks. but really. it is crazy what love makes a person do. or crazy what it turns a person into. this over the top emotional train wreck when things aren't going the right way or they are ending or that they are over. the scars and the brokenness that we get from a broken heart...teaches us more than we really know and understand. for me. it made me a lot stronger person. and it made my skin a little thicker. it made me think a lot about myself...or what i did not like about myself. it made me a little to independent. but it taught me that, my life and my plans are not my own. they are the Lords. and we are to listen and to follow him. i may not know all the answers and all the reasons why. but He does. getting over a broken heart...it is hard. and it SUCKS. but in that time...you grow. you learn. and you move on. a little piece of our hearts will always be with that person that we did love. but you leave your broken heart open. cuz that is the only way you will ever find love again. so it is ok to put the bandages on. and take the time to heal. to work through the emotions and hurt feelings. because if you dont. you will never be able to move on. love takes time. healing takes a little bit longer. 

so this weekend was super fun. i actually did a lot more than i had originally had planned. but it was great. i got to hang out with a really good friend a lot this weekend. she is awesome and i love her. we went out to plaza and cjs on friday. :) and saturday....went to the Liberty University Basketball game vs. ODU. it was @ ODU so i felt like i needed to support.  so i went with the rents and it was awesome. i had SO much fun...it makes me miss college...really. 

here is a pic from the game :) they lost...but they did good. it was great to be apart of LU again just for a day :)

but the rest of the weekend was great. i went and hung out with my friend and her family...was WAY to much fun :) they have welcomed me with open arms so that it awesome. today...well i woke up late cuz i was super tired since was out late both nights. so i got up and went shopping with my sister and rob and brendan. we got home. and i started to feel like poop and i still do. i need to be sleeping instead of blogging. oh well. here i am blogging away. so i was on the couch/bed all afternoon. i watched the race. kasey came in 12th :) go him.  after i finish this...bed for me. really. i need to be sleeping...haha. 

in other news....well really exciting news. im going to DISNEY WORLD IN JUNE! :) how cool right? Rob has to go down for training for a week...so he is bringing us ( me and linz), down for the week and were gonna go hang with mickey for a week! SO excited. really disney world is the ' happiest place on earth...'. i cant help but smile when i think about it. so i am SO jazzed that i get to go somewhere on VACATION this year...well somewhere cool....not just hanging here in the 757.  so here are some pics from my last visit. with linz and rob. we went the day after i graduated from college. may of 2006.

me and piglet. oh my goodness you dont know how happy i was at this moment. i love me some piglet. totally smiling from ear to ear :)

me at epcot. holding the epcot ball in my hands. and rocking my 'geek in the pink' shirt!

so they have a place to eat called 'casey's corner' - from the poem casey at the bat. well it is my place. :) you know since we have the same name. great photo op :)

me and my sis in front of the castle. everytime i looked at that. it gave me the best feeling. cuz i love me some DISNEY!!! :) i can't wait for june. 

so go pick up the kings of leon cd. it is AMAZING. they are coming here in concert. i am so there...

until then...