if it isn't something...it is always something else...

well i guess i should let you guys in on my life...my job here @ Old Point...well is up in the air...AKA...someday soon i won't have a job here...maybe?!?! friday afternoon tom my boss ( who is just awesome) had a little sit down talk about my future here with him. well looks like there isn't going to be a future with him atleast. he told me that i needed to start to look for other jobs. not really what you wanna here on a Friday afternoon huh?!? but well they need a licensed sales assistant ( which is am not). i did take the test to try and get my license...but failed. i mean going in on something that you have NO idea about cold turkey, and are expected to pass this really hard test....yeah not for me. i tried my best and did not pass. so what does this mean for me now?! well good news, they aren't kicking me out the door. i still have my job with tom for now ( tomorrow i will have even more information on the whole get up...i get to have a meeting with HR :) - oh joy...) so buisness as usual. they do want to keep me around ( aka - keep me at the bank) so they are going to work with me and try and get me something in the bank...only problem is...there isn't much avaliable...that is what scares me. but i mean im hoping to have a job still with the bank, which means that im going back to being a teller again. which i am totally ok with. i will just have to be retrained on things...which will be strange to be a teller again but i welcome it with open arms...i will be blessed to have any job. what i hope takes place is that they have room somewhere here at the bank for me. i have been at the bank now for 3 years...and well i know people here, and all that jazz. starting a new job, i mean we all know how that is?!?! stressful...i want to stay here at the bank until i can do what i need to do to become a teacher!! it is true...i want to be a teacher...i got off the path of doing that, but now i have found my way back...not everyone gets it right the first time right?! i have look into taking test, and now are getting ready for them...so this is all a lot of stuff. but the thing is, that this is my job...the way of life, what i wake up every morning to do. so well i kinda need a job, benefits you know?! so...if it isn't something...it is always something else...so i ask that you keep my job in your prayers...it is a bit awkward here at work...but i am dealing :) i am hoping and praying for all this to work out in the best way if i do stay here at old point or if i do head somewhere else...all i can do is leave it up to God to lead me in the right direction...

And let the peace that comes from Christ rule in your hearts. For as memebers of one body you are called to live in peace. And always be thankful.
~ Colossians 3:15 (NLT)